My ex boyfriend is in the hospital and is in serious condition. We dated when I was a sophomore and he was my first kiss. I have talked to him on social media but I haven’t really seen him in person since we broke up. I feel like an awful person because I am so sad and afraid for him when I don’t deserve to be since I haven’t seen him in so long. Like this sadness should only be reserved for his family and friends that have been around in his every day life, not me. Idk if this makes sense but I just had to tell someone. I feel like I’m being torn apart inside.
“You think ‘Okay, I get it, I’m prepared for the worst’, but you hold out that small hope, see, and that’s what fucks you up. That’s what kills you.”
Stephen King, “Joyland” (via bl-ossomed)
“Make damn sure what you’re waiting for, is worth the fucking wait.”
William Chapman (via perfect)
“I am the sea and nobody owns me.”
Pippi Longstocking (1997)