I can feel myself shutting down again. I want to scream “wake up! Don’t do this to yourself!” but I feel like it wouldn’t matter, like my words would just go out into the emptiness. I’m so lost.
My heart is broken.
I don’t get excited about anything anymore, I don’t enjoy anything anymore.
I keep trying to, I am constantly reminding myself to be happy and to move on, but my thoughts always go back to you and the years that we shared together and everything starts to crumble around me again.
I am so sorry I let you down. You counted on me to protect you and I couldn’t. I am so sorry we aren’t together anymore.
I honestly dont know what to do. I am so lost and so sad all of the time. You were my best friend and you helped me get through so many hard points in my life without asking for anything but love in return.
I keep having dreams about you and I wake up feeling like my heart has been ripped out. Why do dreams have to feel so fucking real?
I miss you so much. I don’t know if I will ever heal from losing you.
“Never apologize for how you feel. No one can control how they feel. The sun doesn’t apologize for being the sun. The rain doesn’t say sorry for falling. Feelings just are.”
Iain S. Thomas (via psych-facts)
I’ve forgotten what it feels like to have friends
“It’s strange to have someone care.”
August 25, 2014 (via shortsimplestories)